pissed.

there goes my schedule again.

i've planned everything nicely such that i can cater to everyone's need.

and now, this stupid idiot have to come and disrupt my schedule. i've had enough. this is the second time it happened. and this time worse, i've scheduled to make it down to hougang as early as 6pm. well, that leaves me with no choice but to start at 730 without dinner, and end at 930 to get cab back home. no more am i gonna endure such nonsence from such irresponsible person. and the child i'm gonna tuitor is his niece. and he cancelled today's appt cause he wanna play mahjong. feel like giving him a tight slap. no more miss little nice girl already. really thinks that i've got an inkling towards him. well even if there is, its gone already. sorry sir. you're old, ugly, lazy and totally irresponsible. no wonder even the competitor company doesn;t want to employ you.

sometimes, i think i'm sticking on to this job cause i've still got some feelings for the people here. but gradually the feelings are diminishing as i realise what sort of person they are. how they treat pple and how they do things. they are good "sun you" bad friends, but they're bad working partners.

previously i'm very much excited by the idea of the company cruise trip, right now, i'm thinking as to how to approach boss and tell him sorry, i'm out. and soon i'll be out of the company. besides that i think the hardest is for me to tell david that i'm not going anymore, since in the first place i'm the one who kept asking him to go. he's given face enough to go after missing the annual event for many years. P.S. this trip is actually due last year. and its pushed till now. its scheduled for next week, but the tickets are not confirmed. how am i to schedule my back up for tuition classes. anyone can help? i really don't look forward to it at all.

what i've said is totally confidential to whom i know reads this. please don't pass it on to whoever is working within my company. or else i'll be in big time.